lost the whole world..

a long time ...
i tried a lot of the method to forget...
countless method...
but there is no a success...
waste the scheming...

hate myself's cowardly...
but...who know ...
in behind ..how hard i prop up ...
who noe?nobody..

very tired...
but i told myself can't weep ...
bacause ...
believe myself is strong ....
isn't my i can not importunity...
i think..

i lost...
i am a losser ...
you lucky became a winner...
i shall leave this stage ...
wat time can come back...unknowns...